Friday, November 18, 2005

~*Fever on Rise*~

It's been nearly a mth i have not updated my blog. Hari Raya left with 1 more week and i still have not covered few of my aunties yet. My whole family currently down with fever. It started with hubby last Tues & Wed,SIL,her kids and not my MIL. Currently they are bringing her to TTSH due to her fever was very high and GP is afraid that there might be complication due to her heart condition and high blood. I can't think of anything right now just hope that she will be ok once there. They might be able to figure something out to lower down the temperature. My nephew and niece seems to have the same problem. Temperature is between 38-39. My daughter only manage to find out yesterday that her temperature had risen. I am just counting days for the next person to get infected. Either me, FIL or BIL or even my son anytime soon. I was not down with a fever on Wed it's just that my cough was hitting me badly this few days. I've been drinking lots of water and it seems that i'll be going toilet more often then getting my throat moist. It's nearly to the end of the month and it's dry out time so it's hard for me to think if one of this day Goldberg might get infected.....Right now i just cannot think..... i know i need to rush to fetch both of them and then looks like i'll be going to TTSH to make sure that she is ok. Still no confirmation yet whether she will be admitted. I still think should have brought her yesterday evening cos i've never seen her so cold and shivering before as off yesterday....Anyway, since now she is there definitely the fever will go down soon. They have everything there....they are the experts. They are doctors there....I'm just scaring myself....and trying to make myself think of the positive sight rather then the negative sight... Am i going crazy?? Nah don't think so just being me....Ciao

Signing Off On|4:52 PM|

~*Fever on Rise*~

It's been nearly a mth i have not updated my blog. Hari Raya left with 1 more week and i still have not covered few of my aunties yet. My whole family currently down with fever. It started with hubby last Tues & Wed,SIL,her kids and not my MIL. Currently they are bringing her to TTSH due to her fever was very high and GP is afraid that there might be complication due to her heart condition and high blood. I can't think of anything right now just hope that she will be ok once there. They might be able to figure something out to lower down the temperature. My nephew and niece seems to have the same problem. Temperature is between 38-39. My daughter only manage to find out yesterday that her temperature had risen. I am just counting days for the next person to get infected. Either me, FIL or BIL or even my son anytime soon. I was not down with a fever on Wed it's just that my cough was hitting me badly this few days. I've been drinking lots of water and it seems that i'll be going toilet more often then getting my throat moist. It's nearly to the end of the month and it's dry out time so it's hard for me to think if one of this day Goldberg might get infected.....Right now i just cannot think..... i know i need to rush to fetch both of them and then looks like i'll be going to TTSH to make sure that she is ok. Still no confirmation yet whether she will be admitted. I still think should have brought her yesterday evening cos i've never seen her so cold and shivering before as off yesterday....Anyway, since now she is there definitely the fever will go down soon. They have everything there....they are the experts. They are doctors there....I'm just scaring myself....and trying to make myself think of the positive sight rather then the negative sight... Am i going crazy?? Nah don't think so just being me....Ciao

Signing Off On|4:52 PM|

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

~*Old Mates*~

Old friends are never forgotten new friends are different from old friends depends on how long you know that person.I just got to find out our old dearest friend is out.3 wks ago he was released. He was a different friend but a good friend.How stupid he was to do all those stupid things and how tired we were talking and advising him, he is still a good friend. This is what we called what are friends are for.Anyway, he is alone here.No family. Just us.Can't blame him for doing all that stuff. No girlfriends and i still cannot believe he has reach that 30. Time passes by fast. It's good to know that he has changed.Maybe it's time to get him to settle down. If he has no luck with any gals he knows that we are always there.Jazz,Boy,Lan,Mimi,me....no matter what. His ups and downs we went through...We visited him in the hospital when he was being beaten up bad.It was my first time seeing someone close being beaten up nearly loss his arm.It was scarie but he needs someone there. 4 years has passed. We are able to celebrate Hari Raya this year again with him. It was such a memorable one in previous year. He ride a vespa without any license.His baju kurung was flying all over by the time we reach one house one of the gals has to iron it for him.Until it got torn after 2 houses.The wind was blowing too strong for his baju to handle...hehehehhe....That was the last raya we had together...Some of us got married,some of us broken up and lead a different life, some of us just stayed every corner of Singapore.It's hard even for us to get in contact with each other.My girlfriend Norsiah, last i heard she was posted at Transit Coffee Bean.Called her on her birthday last year but she was sleeping.Do not disturbed sign was out. Suri, last i saw her she came over to my house after she got married.I wasn't even pregnant.Staying in Jurong now i guess.Maybe she already has a baby....Life is going on for everyone.We never know when we meet again.If you ladies ever go through my blog, i just want u know that i missed you guys and hope all the best in whatever you do. You will always be in my heart. You call my mum's place to ask how to locate me.Anyway both of you are always welcome there. Noi your birthday coming soon.I'll try to call u again, if i can find your no. somewhere.

Signing Off On|12:01 AM|

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Friday, October 07, 2005

~*Proper family potrait*~



My 1st can u believe it so called family potrait.This was the wedding of the year that i have to and must attend.It was unbelievable. The whole thing was spectacular...Thank god now everything is over. I'm just waiting for her to get pregnant and move to Admiralty so that i can get her do shopping for me and i'll just come over to pick it up.Her house has a 24hr Prime supermarket.She also have fresh market just opposite her block which sells vegetables at 50cents after 6pm.Of course you can't choose your vegetables as it's been mixed up so just get whatever u want."Beggars can't be choosers"anyway it's cheap.That is my little boy and his father.Meet my whole family and to be a family soon which will always be close to my heart.

Signing Off On|3:55 PM|

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

~*Weekend Drama*~


Look at her...This was the picture taken on my sister's wedding last weekend.My mother cut her hair again.The first time she cut it was uneven and i have gotten my father in law to make it even then she go and cut again and her hair became shorter.I hope it'll be able to grow before Hari Raya .She is growing up to be soft spoken now i guess..Kak D was shocked when she heard her saying "excuse me" but in a soft and shy voice...i was laughing...Brother was sick last weekend.He was having fever but his behaviour is getting mischevious.For nothing, i'll get pinch from him and dear sister will get hair pulling..The wedding was beautiful.I'm so happy for the both of them.The display of the Garden of Eden was beautiful.She is beautiful(the bride)..It's Game Over for her now.And i think she is really glad that everything is over.All the stress,the planning,the invitation, the guests, the critics,the gossip.But don't let their remarks put you down now that everything is over we'll be able to know all true colours will be out.Marriage life is really different.You see a different side of everyone.It depends on whether is that person close to you or not.You'll be in a different side of the mirror.You won't believe what you'll see.But i know they'll be able to conquer this journey together.10years is over, Forever to go.I'll always be there for you to help you be your babysitter hahahaha when it's time.I don't mind having a salary by staying at home with kids.That'll be fun.I'm a baby and taking care of babies that'll be loads of fun...hehehhehe.

Signing Off On|9:39 AM|

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

~*Memories*~

She is my sister,my bestfriend,my cousin. To me she is everything.She is getting married this Saturday and i am proud of her. We've been through thick and thin together. It all started when i was going out with this guy he was my schoolmates best friend.After we went out for 3years, i found out that he has a friend called Abdul Hafidz. Well the thing is i actually have heard this guy name since i was 8-10yrs old i guess. My cousin kept complaining to me after she came back from Quran reading.This guy has been teasing her,bugged her.She really find him a nuisance and now they are getting married.When things are meant to be your way, if fate is there no matter where you go if you were meant to be then you were meant to be. He too was like a brother to me. He met my cousin when she bumped into him and that guy i used to go out with at Geylang.It all started from there.Double dates,double the trouble.Watching the sunrise, i can't believe we are so stupid to suggest that idea.In the end, we had breakfast at S11 AMK and went home to continue with the sleep.Well at least she and him slept in a bed.Me and the guy was sitting the whole nite at the playgroud waiting for morning to come.Stupid when come to think of it.But it was interesting during at that time.Fine, i'll say it......it's ROMANTIC....hahaha... whatever we do, it's the 4 of us. Fights over fights they are always there for me. Both are always in contactable.My birthday celebration.....I just can't believe it's been like 10yrs they are together.It's like marriage already only that it's a distance relationship as one used to be in Australia and the other in KL.Meet in Singapore again when holiday comes.Time passes by. People change.I'm married now memories are just meant to be memories.Past are meant to be passed.I have tried and gotten over the past. But loving the both of them and having them being part of a family is wonderful. Seeing them together does bring back the past but seeing them getting married, it's a new life.It's the future. My tears will be running for them on the day she will be wed. TO SHAFRINA MUSTAPA HARMAN & ABDUL HAFIDZ congratulations.I am so happy and proud of the both of you.LOVE YOU BOTH.Thank you for always being here for me.

Signing Off On|1:19 PM|

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

~*Tai-Chi*~

If i don't know how to say no, i think all this while i am doing other people's job then mine. Like today she was asked to buy food for big boss but she ask me to check whether the food is to be put in his room or to be brought in for the meeting.The instruction was not given to me direct, so why must i be the one to ask him. I don't know who has given the instructions and i don't know what was the instruction and then suddenly i have to go and ask him. Hellooooo!! We are friends but you don't have to step on my head that way. I try to help in anyways i can but you want things easy for you but you ask me to continue the balance. Like that time, she received e-mail to get medication for him but she told me to check with him how many bottles he wants and whatever.That is the first time i shut up, cos normally it was my duty to purchase it for him and then she get me to do another wah lao too much la....i still regard you as a friend but i think you are way out of line. I right now don't care if you are mad at me, but just think did i ever force you to ask him about his medication. When you told me off that i was being very pushy and you are very busy and the medication was not urgent did i say anything.I kept quiet and i did not ask again cos i know you are busy. People has their own initiative and limits.Don't try your luck on a quiet alligator as you never know that it will jump and eat you up alive.

Signing Off On|1:36 PM|

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

~*Self, Integrity and Respect*~

respect and trust are 2 important thing in a marriage.You broke it once,can still recover.Broke it twice the recovery period is twice then the first. Broke it thrice...oopps normally can say goodbye but in marriage can still recover but it will slice the heart deep that you'll never forget.That was what happen.It's not a good attitude,i really need to get over it and start over.In marriage things are different. You just have to close one eye no matter how hurtful it is, if you really love each other and the things you do to each other are not meant to hurt the other party, you just have to forgive and forget.It's difficult, i cannot deny that. I am a person that keep things to myself.And the problem keeps accumulate inside which i am just waiting for him to make a mistake and everything will just explode at one time if it already reach the max height...heheheh....that is really my worst nightmare as the thing will actually make a u-turn and turn to me instead.So the blame will come back to me.Unfair but i cannot deny that i am stupid when comes to answer questions.I prefer shut up and ignore the problem as it will go away sooner or later.Not to my partner.He prefer talk and chat and continue talk.4 years, i learn a lot through this marriage.I learn how to understand each other concepts.Right now the first thing that i need to maintain is respect to him.No matter what he is the leader in the house.Woman is always under man no matter how much i want to deny that i can't.I am trying to put back the trust in him as he has sworn with Quran in his hands that he has no other bitches to spent time with.Which makes me happy in a sense that he is saying the truth.My husband is not good looking but he has this kind of thing that if woman who does not know that he is married will be attracted to him.Maybe the way he consulted people, his voice or just him being him. No matter what, i will love him.I definitely not able to deny that.I love him with all my heart and soul.Quarrels and squabbles are just meant to be and that is part of life.With this things happening made me learn the mistakes that i have made.I will try and make the changes although it's tough but for you i will. I trusted you with all my heart and whatever comes i will stand by your side.Remember the first time we met.Our first date.Our engagement.Our wedding.Our first daughter.Our first son.They are memories and future that holds for us.This things just makes me stronger day by day.With you, cuddling in bed, joking and teasing me, watch tv, all this really meant a lot.Lots of attention that is what i want to always have and i know i am being selfish but i like to be loved and feel that i am loved by you.That is all i aquire.Love you.

Signing Off On|9:20 AM|

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Da DaDdY :
Jeffri aka Boy
D.O.B : 1st July 1976

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Da MaMi :
Nurazlin Yashim
D.O.B : 11th July 1979

Msn : forebabe@hotmail.com

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Da BabY GuRL :
Nur Fateha Bte Jeffri
D.O.B : 4th July 2002

Da BabY BoY :
Muhammad Ilhan Haikel Bin Jeffri
D.O.B : 26th Dec 2003

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